About Me

About Me

Hello and welcome to From Delusion to Truth!  My name is Justin and I am the creator and host.  From Delusion to Truth is the culmination of my more than 15 years of study and exploration in the areas of world events, both above ground and underground, history, ancient and mainstream, as well as in the areas of emotional health and well-being, religion, the occult and spirituality.

My Story

My journey really started when I was young.  I just had a thirst for the mysteries of life and justin vanderwendewanting to understand those things which seemed to elude most people.  Everything from the paranormal, religion and spirituality, and underground world events such as what was going on with secret societies and the illuminati.

I was also fascinated by things like the UFO phenomenon and big-foot, and I really wanted to know how we as a species not only got here on this planet, but how life itself got started.  I pursued my journey through searching for and reading through many books and watching different documentary programs when I could.

Things really accelerated when while I was still in high school I was introduced to a book called Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch and it completely changed my life.  Honestly I had been in sort of a bizarre existential depression which I now believe was in part fueled by the high stress levels in my household and my isolation because of it, and reading this book had something of a transcendental effect on me.

Instantly I felt like I tapped into something powerful within me that was also a source of great joy where all doubts and fears completely vanished and in their place was simply a calm and solid knowingness of things.  This led me to absorb more spiritual books and to start talking to people online about these things.

I came across many fascinating people in the spiritual community and had many amazing experiences and synchronicities occur.  I also came across a number of teachers whom I learned much from.

9/11As this was happening 9/11 happened which led me to things which showed me what was and had really been going on in the world under the surface.  It was quite unsettling information that revealed things like a dark cabal that was running things behind the scenes in the US and around the world to a large extent, but included far darker things like mind control, satanic ritual abuse, and pedophilia among other things.

My spiritual journey into truth intersected with the darker things that were taking place in our world when I read a book called Trance-formation of America by Mark Phillips and Cathy O’brien.  This book tore my world view apart and showed me that what I had been taught and programmed with all my life was not the way things actually were at all.

This book talked about the plans on the behalf of many world leaders, people in business, as well as people in Hollywood and the entertainment industry that were interested in bringing about a completely robotic and mind controlled global society called the new world order.  To achieve these ends things like black operations, mind control, satanic ritual abuse, pedophilia and multigenerational incest abuse, technology, economics, and honestly all avenues were tapped.  The belief was that the ends justify the means.

I tried to get away from such things and focus only on the spiritual side of things in my life, but somehow these themes kept getting brought into my life and awareness.  I eventually came to the conclusion that it was coming into my awareness for a reason, and that I was in part here to do something about it.

Although I read countless books and had a number of teachers on my journey, the two sources of justin vanderwende and paramahamsa prajnananandaknowledge that have by far had the most impact on me are the science of Kriya Yoga as discussed in the famous spiritual classic Autobiography of a Yogi, and A Course in Miracles.  In fact, I was ultimately led to my own spiritual guru on the path of Kriya Yoga whose name is Paramahamsa Prajnanananda.

The experience of being with a realized sage and with being in a lineage with so many awakened sages was far beyond anything I can put into words, but the joy and wholeness I experienced was so intense that I knew I was on the track of finding what I had been searching for from the beginning:  total joy and fulfillment and ultimately the end of suffering.

From Delusion to Truth is a place where all things truth related come together.  Although it is important to understand what is going on in the world in underground capacities, it’s also important to understand what the occult is, what spirituality really is, what the universe really is, as well as what the meaning of all this really is in order to truly free yourself.  I created this site to be a bridge between the light and the dark, where all things related to truth can be explored and discussed.

The Being Tree

In order to bridge the inner world with the outer world, I created a conceptual and experiential model of the self that I call The Being Tree.  Essentially it is a metaphorical tree that exists within us and all around us that covers that 7 major areas of our being and our lives:  mental, physical, emotional, personal, social, economic, and spiritual.

This tree can help as a philosophy to see how all things in our inner world’s and our outer world’s are connected, as well as to serve as something of a barometer to be able to measure what is going on in our inner world’s that might be interfering with our peace and well-being.

The whole idea here is that by understanding and tending to our own inner being tree, that we will not only be able to find increasing clarity, inner strength, and expanding joy in our own lives, but that we will be helping to make the world a better place at the same time.  You can learn more about The Being Tree here.

The Goal of This Site

from delusion to truthThe purpose of From Delusion to Truth is to be a source of information and empowerment for those who are seeking truth as well.  My aim is to regularly cover topics in the mainstream and underground for the purposes of general awareness of what’s going on in our world, but also to be a source for exploring deeper historical, philosophical, and spiritual truths.

At this time in our history, my goal is to also contribute to the Great Awakening going on in our world on all levels.  I have great admiration for many truth seekers and truth tellers throughout the years and decades, and I really hope I can help in this process in some way.

I sincerely hope you find something useful on my site or channel, as my passion is helping others to find truth as well in their journey, as well as to connect with other like minded souls.  If you ever need a hand, have any questions or concerns, or would like to speak with me directly, please do not hesitate to reach out.  You are not alone and are in good company.

Welcome to From Delusion to Truth.


Justin Vanderwende

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