Welcome to From Delusion to Truth.
My name is J, and I am your host.
From Delusion to Truth is the culmination of my more than 15 years of study and exploration in the areas of world events, history, the paranormal and supernatural, as well as in the areas of spirituality, religion, and the occult.
My journey really started when I was young. I just had a thirst for the mysteries of life and of wanting to understand those things which seemed to elude most people.
I studied and pursued everything from the paranormal to religion and spirituality.
I also studied underground world events such as what was going on with secret societies and the illuminati.
Furthermore, I really wanted to know how we as a species not only got here on this planet, but how life itself got started.
I pursued my journey through searching for and reading through many books and watching different documentary programs when I could.
Things really accelerated when while I was still in high school and I was introduced to a book called Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch, which completely changed my life.
Honestly I had been in sort of a bizarre existential depression which I now believe was in part fueled by the high stress levels in my household and my isolation because of it, and reading this book had something of a transcendental effect on me.
Instantly I felt like I tapped into something powerful within me that was also a source of great joy where all doubts and fears completely vanished and in their place was simply a calm and solid knowingness of things.
This led me to absorb more spiritual books and to start talking to people online about these things.
I came across many fascinating people in the spiritual community and had many amazing experiences and synchronicities occur.
I also came across a number of teachers whom I learned much from.
Although I read countless books and had a number of teachers on my journey, the two sources of knowledge that have by far had the most impact on me are the science of Kriya Yoga as discussed in the famous spiritual classic Autobiography of a Yogi, and A Course in Miracles.
In fact, I was ultimately led to my own spiritual guru on the path of Kriya Yoga whose name is Paramahamsa Prajnanananda.
The experience of being with a realized sage and with being in a lineage with so many awakened sages was far beyond anything I can put into words, but the joy and wholeness I experienced was so intense that I knew I was on the track of finding what I had been searching for from the beginning: total joy and fulfillment and ultimately the end of suffering.
My Journey Takes a Darker Turn
As my spiritual journey was happening 9/11 took place which took my journey to some darker places.
I was introduced to some unsettling information that revealed to me that a dark cabal was running things behind the scenes in the US and around the world to a large extent.
This included far darker things like mind control, satanic ritual abuse, and underground drug running and pedophile rings among other things.
The initial source of this information, and a source that I feel is one of the most credible and important to this day, came to me through a book I was recommended called Trance-formation of America by Mark Phillips and Cathy O’brien.
This book tore my world view apart and showed me that what I had been taught and programmed with all my life was not the way things actually were at all.
This book talked about the plans on the behalf of many world leaders, people in business, as well as people in Hollywood and the entertainment industry that were interested in bringing about a completely robotic and mind controlled global society called the new world order.
To achieve these ends certain parts of our government and intelligence agencies such as the CIA participated in black operations, which included things like drug trafficking, mind control, and child trafficking.
The ends that these people were seeking was the advancement of our government, economy, and technological capabilities to form a gradual techno-fascist state in the US, which would ultimately join up with the rest of the world in a global government.
Global fascism was the goal.
These people believed that the ends justify the means, and the ends they were seeking were world peace.
They just sought it through mind control of the masses.
I Began to Realize These Things Were Being Shown to Me for a Reason
The truth is I tried to get away from such things and focus only on the spiritual side of life, but somehow these themes kept getting brought into my life and awareness in one form or another.
I eventually came to the conclusion that it was coming into my awareness for a reason, and I felt that I was in part here to do something about it.
Not only did I feel I was being made aware of all these things in order to do something about it, I realized there was a need for people to be aware of the darker or more uncomfortable truths in our world.
However, I felt that there needed to be a way for people to become aware of things going on in our world while not just being fed a bunch of information that would make them feel hopeless or depressed.
So using everything I had learned and experienced over the years in the areas of the light occult and spirituality, as well as emotional health and well-being, I decided to bridge the worlds of spirituality and conspiracy.
This platform for truth would cover the deeper things happening in the world, as well as the deeper esoteric truths of spirituality and our true nature at the same time and show how they’re interrelated.
Furthermore, I wanted to create something that was helpful in the way of allowing people to find healing and empowerment by using events seen in the world for their own personal internal and spiritual growth.
Using the world to undo the world is the whole idea behind the text A Course in Miracles.
It’s also a form of what’s called shadow work.
In other words, we use our relationships with others as well as the things we see in the world in order to practice releasing and forgiveness thereby healing ourselves and freeing the world at the same time.
I wanted a site, channel, and platform that could be interactive in that it provided information but also tools for healing and for personal growth.
It’s been said that we must be the change we wish to see in the world.
And this is where the idea for From Delusion to Truth was born.
If you’d like to learn more about the process for healing and empowerment that I created to be used as an interactive tool with the channel and site itself, as well as in your own personal life,
The Goal of This Site
The purpose of From Delusion to Truth is therefore to be a source of information, healing, and empowerment for those who are seeking truth in their lives.
It’s also designed to be a source of solutions as to what to do about the dark things going on in the world that one may learn about.
My aim is to regularly cover topics in the mainstream and underground for the purposes of general awareness of what’s going on in our world, but also to cover the deeper aspects of what we call truth so that we can grow and learn more about the truth of ourselves, our world, and our universe.
At this time in our history, my goal is to also contribute to the Great Awakening going on in our world on all levels.
I have great admiration for the many truth seekers and truth tellers I’ve seen and read about throughout the years and decades, and I really hope I can help contribute to this process of global awakening in some way.
I sincerely hope you find something useful on my site or channel. My passion is helping others to find truth as well in their journey, as well as to connect with other like minded souls.
If you ever have any questions or concerns, or would like to speak with me directly, please do not hesitate to reach out. You are not alone and are in good company.
Welcome to From Delusion to Truth.